For Martin

Hey, Martin. How are you doing? Sorry that I write you now. I've been thinking that I wanna also ask about your project and even your energy level these days. I'm sorry I'm late. I think I was too focused on my stuffs.
Today we had a very long meeting. It was a bit exhausting to me. How did you feel? I don't know..I believe I rested enough last night but I don't know why I was so tired today. I don't think I was active enough during the meeting.
But anyways, I decided to write you a short html letter that you can open up through console.log insepction. I remember that you said you're interested in console.log system, in terms of digital interface(?), because a real substance is actually lines behind the visual contents(?). Forgive me if I got you wrong.
And...I think i can share my fear about the inspector function in the browser. As you know, I published my first web experiment last week but I hesitated a lot. A main reason was that people (who have some knowledge in coding) could always use the inspector in the browser, then see how I coded. My way of coding at the moment is quite amateuristic and I often write things in inefficient ways. My CSS is also quite messy. Thus I was afraid of being judged by people about the way how I code. It's weird. Unlike a piece of physical painting/drawing, the room that I drew on the web is totally revealed. This is one of fears that I'm having these days. And now I'm learning how to really overcome. What would be the professional coders? Is my way of coding bad? The idea and image of coding is naturally linked with 'TECHNICAL CAPABILITY' and it's a bit overwhelming for me. Because I approach to make webpages as if I'm a child. Sometimes I wish I could block people to use the inspector in my webpages. And I wonder if my fear like this is somehow related to your project.
Do you think you can share some thoughts about this? (You don't need to force yourself to answer this question.) I don't think I saw you often last week at the studio. Perhaps you were working for other (commissioned) project or your own one? What are you busy with today?
I think you're truly passionate with your works but I may suggest we all take it easy sometimes! :-) Hope you take some rest this evening.
(P.S. I was so glad that you took care of me last week, even messing up the zone out room also. I'm not lying!)